Jia Hui shared her testimony that day during dinner too. If you missed it, this is from Jia Hui herself:
I thank God for the platform to rise up as a Gkidz leader. Indeed, The Lord has used Gkidz to mould my character and to build me up as a leader and spiritual mother. I have learnt to not fear rejection but to speak the truth in love, I have learnt to be firm with them, I have learnt to minister with excellence and pray for the needs of my girls, I have learnt to give up my personal desires and dedicate my time to them, I learn to grow in love and see them as my spiritual daughters… You know, I believe that as I ministered to these girls, the Lord was beginning to heal my fears and past hurts that I had.
Rising up as a leader made me begin to understand the heart of the church leadership. I learn to be good soil for my spiritual mother to sow on - to be accountable, to support her in whatever way, to be honest and open, to understand her heart behind the things she does…
I thank God for my spiritual daughters… 2 of my girls wished me “Happy Mothers’ Day” as well! Indeed it made me start to see myself as a spiritual mother. I thank God for the paradigm shift… indeed G12 is not just a system for multiplication, but it is truly about family.
As part of the year of victory, one of my ASK BIGS is that I’ll have 12 by September 2007, and I thank God that indeed He has given me 12 girls in my open cell! God is a God who answers prayer!
GCYC! :D
I thank God for being able to serve the nations by hosting the Vietnamese delegates for GCYC! Indeed it has been a time where I receive much much more than I gave. =)
I thank God for opening my eyes and my heart to love the nations with action. I learnt to go the extra mile just like Jesus went the extra mile to die on The cross for us that we may have eternal life =) (Matthew 5:41-42)
On the last day, I was really tired after 6 days of running on little sleep and hectic and demanding schedules at school and GCYC. And after we came back from the dinner at expo, they asked to go shopping at Kovan! Wah, we had to walk a fair bit from GB campsite to heartland mall… And it really took all the perseverance and strength that I had left to walk there with them – because I know that that is what Jesus would have done!
I thank God for the opportunity to step out of my comfort zone to lead a group for the blessing of the families at Bukit Merah. Haha. I have never done anything like that before, but I believe that my excitement in blessing the families has indeed rubbed of on my group members and they begin to see that it’s actually very easy to be a blessing! Haha.
I thank God for using the nations to continue His healing work in me. I have been struggling to receive the truth that I am fearfully and wonderfully made by God. Amazingly during the conference, He used 3 different people to tell me three times that I am beautiful – on the very first encounter that I had with Vy, she said sincerely to me, “you’re very beautiful and kind”… I’m really touched by the love of God that He would bring people from overseas just to bring that Rhema word to me.
Indeed, I will continue the year with the 3 victorious attitudes – always thankful, always victorious in Christ, always a blessing to all… and with the 3 key strategies of going deep, looking far and asking BIG! =) We’re all warriors of light who will stand and fight, guarding my heart, mind and emotions at all times in this warfare! All glory to GOD! :D
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Year of Victory for Yoznet
Yoznet had a family dinner for tribe members who had served in ministry in some way or another this year. It was a short but good time. Through the worship and the testimonies we could see God working in our midst - speaking to us, teaching us, growing us. Denise, who leaves this week, shares her journey with God this year below:
Serving this year as a cell leader and in Young Arrows has been very exciting. Through it all God has shown me that the 3 attitudes: always thankful, always victorious in Christ, and always a blessing to all are really choices that I have to make daily.
Serving hasn't always been easy. Working with the kids in YA can be quite hard because you don't see the fruit of your labour immediately. I also felt that I wasn't making a lot of difference since I will be leaving for the UK soon and it felt like I was leaving behind unfinished work. However, upon reflection about the 3 attitudes, I realised that it's simply my job to have the attitude of a winner, and God will give the victory.
In cell group, it was also quite hard because a lot of my girls can't come for church due to parental objection. So I ended up having to meet them separately because trying to find a common time for cell group was impossible. As a result this was very time consuming. At times, I was very tired and felt like giving up.
But God reminded me of Exodus 14:14 - The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still and 2 Chronicles 20:15 and 17 - 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's. ... You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the LORD will give you, O Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the LORD will be with you.'
God reminded me that the battle belongs to him. So when I felt like giving up, God helped me to remember that I was not alone but that he was fighting for me and with me. He reminded me not to try to fight the battle with my own strength but to just maintain an attitude of victory and the victory would come.
After the last Encounter, God showed me this about the 3 attitudes and I wrote it down: “I think I'm beginning to see everyday that the 3 attitudes that Ps Khong keeps talking about are really choices. Attitudes don't depend on circumstances or feelings, they're just difficult choices that deny our flesh and call upon the most painful, inertia-laden parts of the spirit. Attitudes that force us to commit our burdens to God. Attitudes that force us to push the extra mile on faith in God's word, even when we don't see. But ultimately they are the attitudes that bring victory, that bring us back to the cross, that apart from him we can do nothing, apart from him there is no choice, apart from him that life is really not worth living.”
Now, God has shown me that an attitude of victory really does bring victory. When we make the choice to be winners, God makes us winners.
Serving this year as a cell leader and in Young Arrows has been very exciting. Through it all God has shown me that the 3 attitudes: always thankful, always victorious in Christ, and always a blessing to all are really choices that I have to make daily.
Serving hasn't always been easy. Working with the kids in YA can be quite hard because you don't see the fruit of your labour immediately. I also felt that I wasn't making a lot of difference since I will be leaving for the UK soon and it felt like I was leaving behind unfinished work. However, upon reflection about the 3 attitudes, I realised that it's simply my job to have the attitude of a winner, and God will give the victory.
In cell group, it was also quite hard because a lot of my girls can't come for church due to parental objection. So I ended up having to meet them separately because trying to find a common time for cell group was impossible. As a result this was very time consuming. At times, I was very tired and felt like giving up.
But God reminded me of Exodus 14:14 - The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still and 2 Chronicles 20:15 and 17 - 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's. ... You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the LORD will give you, O Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the LORD will be with you.'
God reminded me that the battle belongs to him. So when I felt like giving up, God helped me to remember that I was not alone but that he was fighting for me and with me. He reminded me not to try to fight the battle with my own strength but to just maintain an attitude of victory and the victory would come.
After the last Encounter, God showed me this about the 3 attitudes and I wrote it down: “I think I'm beginning to see everyday that the 3 attitudes that Ps Khong keeps talking about are really choices. Attitudes don't depend on circumstances or feelings, they're just difficult choices that deny our flesh and call upon the most painful, inertia-laden parts of the spirit. Attitudes that force us to commit our burdens to God. Attitudes that force us to push the extra mile on faith in God's word, even when we don't see. But ultimately they are the attitudes that bring victory, that bring us back to the cross, that apart from him we can do nothing, apart from him there is no choice, apart from him that life is really not worth living.”
Now, God has shown me that an attitude of victory really does bring victory. When we make the choice to be winners, God makes us winners.
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